| Somehow i feel like im traped. So is my mother, and my brother. Like we'll never escape from this place, and when we do, he'll come back to get us. Just to rob us or something. I look forward to my weekends as my dads off, but i wish i could leave and never come home on saturday nights, then i think, i need to be here for my mom. Might not make any sense, but its really scareing me. Almost feels like something serious, something i couldnt and will never state on this computer. I just for once, just once i could live this normal life, that everyone is fooled to think i have. Then again why shouldnt they be fooled, im always the one to listen i usually never state my problem, unless its really up my ass.
but to make this blog alittle cheery ill show u Snickers after i gave him his bath today

hehe, isnt he just the coolest wittle thing?
-Toni
Today talking to Corey on the phone crying really made me realize a lot i mean, that was pure love he felt. made me think of Tom alittle and how he cried when i didnt want him back, but it mostly made me think of Luis, what would happen if arg i dont know yeah, just depressed tonight i guess.
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FLoYdFooTBaLL(9:34:13 PM): U HAVE A BOYFRIEND! lonelyblueduck (9:34:22 PM): ahhahhahha lonelyblueduck (9:34:28 PM): funny thought isnt it? FLoYdFooTBaLL (9:34:32 PM): ???? FLoYdFooTBaLL(9:34:35 PM): WIERD! lonelyblueduck (9:34:39 PM): oh fuck u FLoYdFooTBaLL (9:34:43 PM): lol lonelyblueduck (9:34:54 PM): just because im toni means i cant have a boyfriend? FLoYdFooTBaLL (9:35:05 PM): no its just all, wierd lol lonelyblueduck (9:37:39 PM): ha, well hes not my boyfriend, BUT THANX U STUPIED SOLDIER IM GUNNA GO KILL MYSELF NOW FLoYdFooTBaLL (9:39:09 PM): hahahha, Toni, we need u back, we need some entertainment, know one walks ou of class and screams out weird things or comes into school with pringle shirts or stains and naming them some blobs poop FLoYdFooTBaLL (9:39:58 PM): Hell, we even miss making fun of u because flem boy has on his shit " i love toni" haha high school all over! and i mean, ur the only girl a guy can talk to about his penis size and be honest, and puts blue and water on everyones chairs includeing your own hahahha
hahaha funny tom
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